If you were only mature enough to know.

You can't even imagine how many times I have thought about telling my mother. Honestly, I don't think she is mature enough to handle it. I mean really. As Coach said "You are ready,she just isn't." Well Coach, you don't understand just how true that statement is. So that's my minor rant fur the night. More to come.

Barbie & Ken

I FOUND THEM~
I FOUND BARBIE & KEN!!!

So, Cole,Dad and i were sitting in Friendly's waiting for food while talking about (randomly) Barbies. Dad mentioned what Ken looked like then looked up and said "...THAT..." Sure enough a guy that walked by us looked just like Ken and of course a girl, that would later be named Barbie, obviously looked like Barbie. Hence, how we found Barbie and Ken in the Keene Friendly's. Now, back on how we first got talking about Barbie.>>>>>>> I can't really be sure but, I believe it was our overly preppy waitress.
She was extremely annoying. The table wanted to ((((NOTICE:GRAPHIC LANGUAGE))) rip her vocal cords out!We couldnt wait till we were out of there.

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< MAYBELLINE & hcp WORKERS DO NOT READ BELOW >>>>>>

Anyways, Cole was excited that Holly(Dad's friend) could get her full bottles of MAYBELLINE Pulse Perfection( Vibrating Brush) and Lash Stiletto Hydrofuge(Waterproof). She was as happy as a vibrating,waterproof claim.HAHA

My computer couldn't get Ubuntu because of memory issuses so Dad has to go get another memory module so I can get Ubuntu. So untill then I am stuck with sucky XP! :((

ok got to go, waterpark today!

Ubuntu

Dad is going to hook my computer up to ubuntu. A linux os. It should be fun. I tested out his and its great. I cant wait. NO VIRUSES!

Me and Cole at Dads

(Hint~ dont try to flip the computer)

Dad's & Ashley & stuff

I am at Dad's house with Cole again trying to do the ReRun of the first break. You know, the waterpark. it should be fun. Got here tonight at like 10. And we will be leaving sunday. So it should be intersting.

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New College Plans~

Jefferson Community College for General Studies
Keene State for History Major

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So the other day I met this girl named Ashley. She rocks, likes the same kinds of music. And is funny. She is also pretty cute. She rocks so I have to go and talk to her..


So peace

One Major Thing Not to Do! & State Testing

Just a little word of advice~never,EVER get tied into hooking up your best friends that don't know each other!It is extremely difficult and stressful!They wanna know every thing about the other. And then their is the meeting,that happens tomorrow, it should be interesting.

Other topic is state testing.
State testing--the way that the state decides who gets the most funding and who gets the most strictest standards.It stinks,but what are you going to do.What I don't get is how English is the most important one.Or at least the most focused on.Math is the second most.Then Science, then the most important Social.Social is the most important but many people don't relize it.If only people realize that in order to move forward and be successful they first have to look at their past. But the state doesn't realize or doesn't care enough to announce that.

Amyways got to go~State math tomorrow!

Help! and other stuff

Ok here is the issue--

I want to go to college at Keene State in New Hampshire.It is close to Dad's house which I want because I want to hang out with Dad a lot.It is also near Drew's house so we could hang out a lot too.Anyways,I want to go to for History but I don't know what I want to be my minor.I was thinking maybe Philosophy. But I must wonder, what kind of job can I get with a History major and a Philosophy minor??I really want to go for something that is fun and that I like.I have a short string for minors.So hence my new issue is,Should I switch colleges for a bigger minor list?I don't really want to go anywhere other than Keene right now but I guess I have to put to figure,location or minors???I will have a car so I can still drive to see Dad and Mom and Drew. But I have been so involved(I guess,you probably know what I am trying to say) with Keene State that I don't think that I could find another place close to Dad but with the stuff I want to do.
I know it is early to be thinking about college but I think it is important to chose now.I guess I will probably just apply to Keene and other colleges close by and see where I get in. I really want to go to Keene but I guess it's not my choice. It's fate.Pretty much all I can do is my work and try to do my best and my college will find me.
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I have another issue.I think mom thinks that I am trying to be like Robbie.I try not to be, but what am I supposed to do, he has been one of the greatest influences on my life. I just want her to know that if I am being a lot like him,it is not because I want to be him,it's just that I like the same stuff as him.I don't know what she is thinking but oh well!
Ok I guess that is it for now!
See you later!!
PS- please comment!